Man that sucks… that must be frustrating… :-\
I think the whole “be positive” thing is skewed, and should mostly be directed inward, as in “don’t blame yourself”. It’s so backwards that someone would feel crappy about life because of the situation civ put them in, and then on top of that blame themselves for not being positive enough. This culture has made people afraid of claiming victimization when, in truth, many of us are victims. “Just be positive and work a little harder, you can be anything you want!!!” Bullshit. Compromise yourself, your family, and your landbase, and maybe you’ll make an extra digit more on your income than your parents made…and probably be a whole lot more miserable too. That’s what they should tell you.
Sorry… is it obvious I’ve been reading endgame for the first time?
hope you don’t have to throw up on anyone anytime soon
Brian