I noticed some subtle things about shoes. Those thick, hard, (sometimes tall) soles of our civilized shoes keep us disconnected from the earth, and raise us above itâ€â€not just in the physical sense. Think of the giant getas a geisha wears to keep her fancy floating-world kimonos from touching the muddy reality of earth (although Tengu, the mythical swamp goblins, wear them too, I hear :P) When I go barefoot, the world feels so shockingly different and full of sensation, compared to wearing shoes everywhereâ€â€such an obvious contrastâ€â€but what about this fine shade of “what kind of shoesâ€Â?.
I dug out these moccasins I stole from my mom’s closet as a teenager, when I first noticed this phenomenon but didn’t know what to make of it, long before the concept of questioning civilization itself really entered my conscious mind (I guess at that point I found little, baby step ways to rebel against “something wrong with this pictureâ€Â).
I loved those mocs so much that I saved them & only wore them a little (thus I still have 'em, 20 years later), b/c I knew all the concrete & stuff we walk on in the city would tear them up fast. But a friend reminded me I could replace the soles pretty easily (duh!), so they get out a lot more now.
When I first got a job and started buying my own shoes, I got ballet shoes, not toe shoes, just the soft ones, and wore 'em all the time. It felt so incredibly great, to feel the ground with my toes through just one thin layer of leather, and still meet the whole shoe-wearing requirement. I felt like I’d discovered a secret no one else knewâ€â€like, haha! You think I have shoes on, but I can feel the ground under me, can you imagine that! They wore out fast, but didn’t cost too much.
Lately I’ve gotten in the habit of wearing big heavy clogs, which lift me pretty high up, b/c they leave enough room for air all around my feet and they kick off really easily. I feel so different stepping out into the world with the mocs on insteadâ€â€not just that I feel what I walk on, but I feel somehow humbler, more grounded! The feeling in my feet definitely affects my mindset. That feeling inspired me to write all thisâ€â€it really struck me.
In a wilderness first aid class the other day, we spent at least 15 minutes on blister care and looked at scads of products to prevent the problemâ€â€hard, tight-fitting boots making friction burns on our skin. Jeez, why not just wear looser, softer, boots?
At my son’s school, they make him wear shoes all day “in case of emergencyâ€Â, which really grieves me, so I plan to make him some mocs. He can’t wait. I have a couple different ideas for patterns/how to shape it around his foot.
Anybody out there got a good one that works well?