Hi there!
I really hope some of you are willing to share your thoughts about this subject, because, frankly, I feel quite confused about it, not sure if its mainly a personal problem I have or a relevant analysis about people in this society (or if it even makes sense to differentiate)
Anyhow, the thing is, in the last couple of years (I am 21, so ‘a couple of years’ is a significant amount of my being this planet so far) I have become steadidly more alinated from what you could call ‘seeing’ culture - watching movies, listening to music (live or recorded), reading fictional books, going to the theater, etc. It’s not just that it’s not ‘my thing’, it’s more that when I am the witness of a theatrical act or in the cinema i feel pacified, a bit numb. I have become more aware of this ever since I read about Jensen’s toxic mimics - that watching a play, or even acting in one is a toxic mimic of a situation where theater is engaging and including - where the distinction between actor and audience is non-existing or non-sensical, because theater is alive and not a ‘thing’ to be done and watched (and judged).
I know that a lot of people would disagree, saying that music, theater, art, etc. is meant to be engaging, making people think and feel - but the purpose is not to make people DO things, and especially not to get people to believe that they don’t need professionel deliveres of culture.
I’m beginning to think of this as another way our current culture is making commodities out of everything. - you don’t live or make culture - our society, and our language, treats culture as something you watch, something you buy. It’s an industry, and it does not matter if were talking about big, commercial movie studios or small indie bands - it’s still a product to be consumed, an you don’t create stories WITH people - in fact, there exist laws precisely to prevent you from ‘stealing’ people’s cultural products.
- product that, like everything else, are constantly being judged. Everytime you watch something, you try to value it, you try to figure out if it ‘works’ - if it does what it is supposed to with you. They have a very specific meaning attached to them, and your role is to find that meaning (and somwhow e ‘moved’ in the process) via dechipering all the metaphorical or aestethic ‘layers’. I hate that - I feel like I’m being manipulated, like they are trying to restrain my modes of thoughts.
The reason why I put this in ‘grief and praise’ is that this is all causing me distress in my everyday life - I live sorrounded by people who treats this consumption as a enriching and honourable thing - people who would resent the very framing of watching a movie or a play as consumption. I love the people live with, and I want to share things, but I find it increasingly difficult to share this particular way of being with them - i get confused, stressed and bored - I don’t feel I’m leaning anything, and this is particular frustrating, because I know i SHOULD, that it makes very little sense to reject so common modes of communication and sharing of ideas. And yet, it does.
Any thoughts about this?