Thanks dudes. I wish I was good at playing a character, cause then there would be rules and expectations, and a recognizable shape to man behind the mask.
I feel like I only contribute side glances, when I know if I could actually hang out with ya’ll, especially those who would still go hungry in the woods, I could deliver the knockout punch.
My local band is growing but I’m still the node, not a connection. It all comes down from my training and my knowledge, it’s cool here because there are some assumptions I can leap off.
The original internet band for me broke up when Ishcon went offline. Ironically, the last connection I have from the first Ishcon will be visiting me next month, but she lives in Wisconsin. That is a connection that is now 8 years old. Ironically, Ishcon wasn’t originally an on-line forum, but a in-person forum. The 2002 Ishcon introduced to the world the first silverbacks, Janene, Jim, Matt(Ghost) and myself after we went online a month after the conference.
It’s complicated, wanting all your friends in one place, and having this feeling like where you are would be a great place to be, if people could only see it…
I appreciate that I don’t appear to be ‘in abuse’ of this site, even though I don’t get the point of E-prime, or live on the west coast. But it’s the closest place to home right now, and thanks for letting me in.
I have seen lots of my invented colloquialisms in use. But I also smoke a lot of great pot and sometimes I don’t know what I mean, but am glad it can be useful. and now, we dance!
(now will I sing galactic haikus to better understand me)
smoke swirls and chaos leaves
only the impression of
the real thing remains
the real swirls and then leaves
only the impression of
galactic pink noise hangs
microwaves tuned by slaves
solar prison galactic
drains, ring around the bathtub
solar sleeves, nazis
lunar ventriloquists crazed
earthen mother saves
atom embodied
spirit evades Xibalba
black hole ducked tape shut
mycelial mat
neuron net; nodes of plenty
Milky Way the same
mind; a reflection
creates ideas like gods
where is the mirror?