22 yrs old, army brat, introverted since like middle school, get drained from being around folks, hesitant to start a convo w/ anyone in person, dunno what to say, not good at small-talk, recently got over feeling of loneliness after reading this http://www.shiftfrequency.com/enlightened-beings-how-to-shift-from-loneliness-to-oneness/, hope it'll be helpful to others on here, college dropout 1st yr back in 2013, still live w/ parents and depend on dad for basic necessities how embarrassing, between 2013 and 2016 applied for jobs, landed interviews, never been employed, have always done house chores, yard work, helped out w/ home improvement projects, got into trouble w/ the law for tryna follow dad's sovereign citizen/black moorish movement ways, recently been kicking myself out and camping out in woodlands, about to become a pizza delivery driver though, save up for sleeping bag and perhaps overseas flight then quit, ultimate goal is to live indigenous lifestyle, can't stand colonizer's system/society, I'll be damn if I reproduce a child within it.