Hello “This One”,
I read the book “Into the wild” but haven’t seen the movie yet. The book was very good. I do not think that Chris McCandless was a fool at all… I think that he was naive about real survivial in the wild, after severing the umbilical cord to the outside civilized world. But then niavete goes hand in hand with being young and inexperieinced. I think that he was very brave, daring and willing to take risks so that he could feel truly alive and free. I admire and am inspired by his adventuresome spirit. Even when he realized that he was starving and would soon die, he took one last photo of himself happy and smiling and holding a hand written note for those he was leaving behind…
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[center]“I HAVE HAD A HAPPY LIFE AND THANK THE LORD.
GOODBYE AND MAY GOD BLESS ALL!”[/center]
I think that Alex (his road name) perfectly conveys his philosophy of living in the letter he wrote to his 80 year old friend Ron Franz who had befriended him in Salton City CA. He encourages the old man to put a camper on the back of his pickup, give up his apartment, pull up stakes and hit the road, and begin to really experience being alive. I found his letter on the internet, here it is…
"Ron, Alex here. I have been working up here in Carthage South Dakota for nearly two weeks now. I arrived up here three days after we parted in Grand Junction, Colorado. I hope that you made it back to Salton City wihtout too many problems. I enjoy working here and things are going well. The weather is not very badn and many days are surprisingly mild. Some of the farmers are even already going into their fields. It must be getting rather hot down there in Southern California by now. I wonder if you ever got a chance to get out an dsee how many people showed up for the March 20 Rainbow gathering there at the hotsprings. It sounds like it might have been a lot of fun, but I don’t think you really understand these kind of people very well.
I will not be here in South Dakota very much longer. My friend, Wayne, wants me to stay working at the grain elevator through May and then go combining with him the entire summer, but I have my soul set entirely on my Alaskan Odyssey and hope to be on my way no later than April 15. That means I will be leaving here before very long, so I need you to send any more mail I may have received to the return address listed below.
Ron, I really enjoy all the help you have given me and the times we spent together. I hope that you will not be too depressed by our parting. It may be a very long time before we see each other again. But providing that I get through ths Alaskan Deal in one piece you will be hearing form me again in the future. I’d like to repeat the advice I gave you before, in that I think you really should make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing or been to hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one piece of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man’s living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun. If you want to get more out of life, Ron, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security and adopt a helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to you to be crazy. But once you become accustomed to this scheme of life you will see its full meaning and its incredible beauty. And so, Ron, in short, get out of Salton City and hit the Road. I guarantee you will be very glad you did. But I fear that you will ignore my advice. You think I am stubborn, but you are even more stubborn than me. You had a wonderful chance on your drive back to see one of the greatest sights on earth, the Grand Canyon, something every American should see at least once in his life. But for some reason incomprehensible to me you wanted nothing but to bolt for home as quickly as possible, right back to the same situation which you see day after day after day. I fear you will follow this same inclination in the future and thus fail to discover all the wonderful things that God has placed around us to discover. Don’t settle down and sit in one place. Move around, be nomadic, make each day a new horizon. You are still going to live a long time, Ron, and it would be a shame if you did not take the opportunity to revolutionize your life and move into an entirely new realm of experience.
You are wrong if you think Joy emanates only or principally from human relationships. God has placed it all around us. It is in everything and anything we might experience. We just have to have the courage to turn against our habitual lifestyle and engage in unconventional living.
My point is that you do not need me or anyone else around to bring this kind of light in your life. It is simply waiting out there for you to grasp it, and all you have to do is reach for it. The only person you are fighting is yourself and your stubbornness to engage in new circumstances.
Ron, I really hope that as soon as you can you will get out of Salton City, put a little camper on the back of your pickup, and start seeing some of the great work that God has done here in the American West. you will see things and meet people and there is much to learn from them. And you must do it economy style, no motels, do your own cooking, as a general rule spend as little as possible and you will enjoy it much more immensely. I hope that the next time I see you, you will be a new man with a vast array of new adventures and experiences behind you. Don’t hesitate or allow yourself to make excuses. Just get out and do it. Just get out and do it. You will be very, very glad that you did.
Take care Ron,
Alex"
The old man did as Alex had encouraged him to do, but instead of living on the road, he camped out in the nearby desert at the same campsite where Alex had camped for 2 months, and he waited for Alex to return. One day he picked up a couple of hitchhikers who started talking about an article in “Outside magazine” about a young kid who was found starved to death in the Alaska Wilderness… and he knew it was his friend Alex.
From your post, it sounds like you are yearning for the same things that Chris was yearning for. I guess the only person that really holds us back from chasing our wildest dreams is ourself. I know the feeling of being trapped by my own fears and inhibitions. Once we can overcome that gatekeeper, we can begin to really live feeely. I think you are on the right track.
I have compiled a list of links to interesting McCandless webpages, including that first article “Death of an Innocent” that appeared in “Outside Magazine” in 1993
http://outside.away.com/outside/features/1993/1993_into_the_wild_1.html
More McCandless Links:
http://www.pullingforwildflowers.org/indx-into-wild-vid.htm
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